I Am In Your Heart

I am in your heart of hearts and I see from your minds eye.
I am in your hands as you mold the clay or til the soil.
I am in your breath as you expand your lungs.
I am in the salt of your tears.
I am there when you laugh.

I am in the midst of everything you create.
I am in the eyes of your child.
I am walking the path with you.
I am in the universe.
I am in the light of the stars.

I am the peace of your soul.
I am your friend, father, mother, mentor and teacher.
I am. I am. I am.

I am all of this and more.
I am all and we are one.
I am. I am. I am.

Is God Talking To You?

You wake in the morning of a new day and look outside and check the weather. It may be cloudy or the sun may be rising bathing everything in its warmth and strength. You start your morning ritual and prepare your cup of coffee or tea. If you open the paper you are bombarded by all that is negative in the world and before long you are feeling emptiness inside and a feeling of unease. You turn on the radio or the television and it is the same thing. The generic stress is getting a bit much. This inner unease is your spirit being called to be present with yourself and not the outside world. Are you paying attention or do you just continue on reading the newspaper and watching the news? Are you one of those in the mass collective consciousness that is feeding on all the negativity of this world or are you spreading peace and love? Is there a smile on your face or is your face furrowed with frown lines?
If you have to walk and feed your pet are you irritated with this ritual forgetting that you wanted this pet and should be remembering the joy that you felt at first with this sweet animal. Have you neglected it and no longer play with it and leave this precious animal alone for long periods of time? While your children and mate are getting ready and moving about to get ready for the day does their chattering annoy you? Have you forgotten what family is? Is there laughter and happy good mornings or is there a lot of grumbling and complaining? There it is… the house you said you wanted and the family you always dreamed of but something is wrong. You are not at peace and happiness eludes you. As you drive to work you slowly come to the realization that you feel like a rat in a cage. When did you last pray or meditate? When was the last time you sat and looked at the stars? When was the last time you thought of God? Are you drinking a bit much or taking prescription medication to sleep or relieve anxiety? Are you short tempered and edgy?
Then there it is…the tears start to roll down your cheeks. You feel lost and alone. All your material possessions, your job, the car means very little. You think about your loved ones and friends and can see clearly that you are having issues with them. If you are not feeling well, you attribute it to stress. If people are arguing or fighting with you the blame is placed on them. Going to church becomes just another thing to mark off your to do list.
Whatever is going on in your life is tainted with negativity and a feeling of emptiness and before long you know that you are depressed and nothing is helping.

The dark night of the soul is upon you
You feel that God has abandoned you. Nothing could be further from the truth. The truth is God is closer than ever before when your spirit is beaten down. Your pain calls the divine to you in ways that you are not aware of.
Shortly after I arose this morning, I started receiving a prompting from spirit to send out a call to those who are hurting, lost, afraid and confused. I asked what was I supposed to do. The first thing after my communion with God was that there was something our creator wanted me to share. And so here it is…

My Dear Ones,
As you ask if I have left you ask yourself if it is you who have left me? I am always present. I am as close as your breath or your heartbeat. Just the slightest thought of me brings me closer within. I am waiting for you to pay attention to what I am sending you every moment of every day. As you sit there with unhappiness in your heart did you notice the flock of birds that came to roost near you to remind you that your spirit should take flight and soar as the birds do? When you were wondering if your life counted did you see the love in your dear ones eyes as they looked to you to teach and guide them? Even now with every word you say they are listening. What are you telling them with your example?

When you wept tears of frustration did you feel my presence comfort you? Did you feel me tugging at your spirit to see the pain for the blessing that it is. Do you feel the call to come closer to me and listen with every fiber of your sweet being? I am communicating with you? I am! I am joyous when you speak with me and I will embrace you and lift your pain away. I beseech you to awaken. Now in this moment, come back to me as I need to hear from you.
Create a sacred place in your soul where we can meet. In your spirit with the powers of your mind…close your eyes and still yourself and I will come to you in such a way that you are given to understand and are ready for. There is no time and space where I do not dwell and I live within you. So know this…every tear you shed and every moment of bliss you feel…I feel also. I taste the salt of your spirit weeping. I care not how long you have been gone from me. I care that you are wounded. I care! I care! If your life is coming close to full circle…know that I am with you and will welcome you home in oneness with me. I am here. Let us be together. I have such deep profound love that defies description for you. Come and explore your life with me and together we will make this right. I need your presence.
I need your cooperation on this.
I am. I am. I am.

Where do I go from here?

God Morning God,
You are the heart of my being and I acknowledge you so much during my day. I was hearing you just then about something you wish to share. I am a willing scribe for you.
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Dear Ones,
It is good to leave the typo or was it? There are no mistakes. All is just life experience. One could say, "I want to share what happened to me today or one could say Let me tell you what I experienced." The latter would be more to the spiritual point.

I heard you ask me, "where do I go from here?" I say to you...you are exactly where you should be. Be in the state of being instead of going. Your question should be your clue. Be in the now dear one. You were in a thought process of future attachments. Let go and just be!

I would make a suggestion to create something. Feel the hues and beautiful choice of color and paint something. I will be with you to co-create. We will have such joy and peace while you drip color onto the canvas.

I say to all that to create something with the all that you are and bring forth unto the world your greatness, your unique talent, your heart.

Love...I Am I Am I Am....I AM

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This song...will give you so much to think about. God reminds us to be grateful

Love it into being

For a few days recently, I was feeling a bit out of sorts and not really sure why. Most of my days are peaceful, calm and creative. I talk to my creator every day but I hadn’t had one of my heart to heart talks with my creator in a while so it was time. The first thing I start my days with is a greeting to the universe and a moment of gratitude then I go downstairs to let my dog out and get a cup of coffee.

This morning was different as I had my talk with God on my mind. God speaks to me through my heart and my soul and I feel the loving presence of my source. Just because I do not see God does not mean that God is not there. Because of my beliefs I know that God is in everything and is everywhere. I am never alone. I also know that communicating with God is only a thought away.

I gave Hector, my dog his morning milk bone and headed for my favorite red chair. On the way I put on some beautiful soothing music. After settling in I closed my eyes and went into a quiet meditative state. I am always reminded of the passage that says, “Be still and know I am God.” It is in the quiet stillness that I feel the presence of my creator so beautifully. Within seconds I felt it, a peaceful calm and a rush of love. Our conversation is something I wish to share.

Good Morning God, I have been feeling a bit uneasy lately and I was wondering if you would give me insight on this?

Dear Sweet Spirit, I will repeat some things to you that I have shared with you before. There are times your mind gets so full that you for a moment forget that you already know the answers. The “second” that you feel unease is when we should talk. If you wait then intensity of the negative feeling will grow. There is no inappropriate time or place to talk. So, we are in communion now and I will put away this unease but you will be doing your part to discover its cause. I would ask you a question…What is it that you have not done lately? What gift have you not expressed? What is it that gladdens your heart and brings you human joy?

God, there are many things that gladden my heart. The things that bring me human joy
are so numerous. I am not sure where to begin in terms of gifts that you have bestowed to me.

Daughter of light…I have given each of you many gifts that have to be expressed. You are artful and greatly expressive in writing, scribing, writing, communicating and teaching. You are artful in your love of plants. You have painted a lovely landscape of beauty. This spring it will delight many and lift their hearts when they view the canvas of flowers that grace your home. I have sent you many clues to pay attention to. You have had the thoughts of painting upon your canvas again but have not done so. The expression of this will give you balance. It is important for all of you to play with these talents and urgings. Play more and be in the zone of creating where time stands still and you can view what you have done. Balance is important and when balance is off you will feel this underlying unease. That is also why you could not quickly identify the feelings you were having. It is not necessary that you edit your process of play…just play and you will be back in balance. So, now you know dear one. And so it is. Express yourself and your spirit with some of the other gifts I have given you. My love is ever present and love should be at the top of your mind while creating. Love into being whatever you are doing and feeling.

For awhile I sat with everything I had heard and felt and I thought back and could readily see where the promptings had been. God, had been communicating with me all along in all the many ways that messages and guidance had been sent. I had not seen them for what they were. Today, I will grab a canvas and play for a while. It fills me with such joy to do this. It would behoove me to remember that God has sent me the answers long before I know there is an issue to resolve. I especially love the last thing that was told to me.

Love into being whatever you are doing and feeling.

Thank you for allowing me to share this with you and while you are contemplating all this it just might be time for you to have a heart to heart with God. You will be overjoyed when you have this talk with God as I am always heard and answered.

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Inner Messages

Dear God,
Will you speak to me about inner messages? Some have asked me how they know it is spiritual guidance they are getting?

My Beloved Ones,
As you have said and it is true, the messages are insistent, stronger each time, and it feels good and correct when it comes through. If you disregard the guidance long enough, your body begins to transmit signs of discomfort. Stress will start to manifest in your being. I am there to support your decisions no matter what they are.

I want you to make the highest and best choice for your growth and ascension but it is always your choice. Many times the easier PATH IS TAKEN BECAUSE IT SEEMS SO, ONLY TO FIND OUT LATER IT WAS INDEED THE HARDEST PATH AND CHOICE TO MAKE. You know in the depths of your being what is right and correct. You always know even if you deny it.

Ask and you will receive. It is so. Listen with your heart.
I Am I Am I Am

Tasting more flavors

Spirit Letter…February 3rd, 2008


It is morning once again and I am home after a trip away. I am in gratitude to be here and enjoy all the comforts of home. There is much to do and I feel a sense of excitement for the coming days. I felt your prompting to sit here and bring your words through. I am ready for your wisdom to pour through.

My Dear Ones,
It is indeed another great day to be in joy and anticipation. Every moment should be lived this way. It would greatly improve your outlook and feeling of life. The flavors are all there for you to taste. Why do some of you persist in tasting only a few flavors when there is so much at the banquet table of life? You are like children who refuse to taste something new saying you do not like it when you haven’t even tasted it. You miss so much with this trick of the mind.
If you constantly walk upon the same path and never stray from it, it will not be too long when a deep rut has been established. This rut only gets deeper as time proceeds in your life. Do not be as the gerbil upon the wheel. Only after tasting something do you have the wisdom to say this is or is not for me.
This attitude of blindness is used with other people you meet, other nations and other beliefs. You judge something you have no knowledge about. When you have knowledge, your entire outlook on life and about life is changed. There is no monster in the dark save what you have created.
In your desire to be safe, you have cocooned yourselves within a dark
little space and the light and love that is your birthright cannot penetrate to you. You have done this to yourself. Sooner or later you must come out into the light so your wings can spread and become strong. Do you not dream of feeling the wind rushing around you and lifting you into flight?
What is safe? How are you safe and secure? Is it in the dark place you have created? Is it when you are pointing the finger at something or someone judging it? Is it when you are holding your divine self back from exploring your spiritual self? Is it when you have all power and possessions? Who are you deceiving? You are deceiving yourself and there will be no peace in this. Examine what you believe to be true and enter another world.


Enter the world of truth of self. Is the mirror you look at showing you a clear image or a distorted image of self?


The distortion of self will only hold you in bondage and you have the keys to free yourself.
Allow yourself to make informed healthy choices. Do not be in fear of jumping ahead and allowing self to emerge. If you live in a house of mirrors…everything is distorted if what you see is self deception and crazy making.
You only need one clear window to see the truth of what you are. You are divinity and I walk and talk with you every single second.
Become a truth-teller and start with self first. Are you in the practice of half-truths?
The truth of yourself may demand changes THAT YOU THINK YOU ARE NOT READY FOR.
You are always ready. Be fiercely honest with self. Rigorous honesty demands you confront your weaknesses. It is virtuous to tell the truth but it is a far greater virtue to be truthful with self. If you are dodging the intense light of self scrutiny…look around yourself and ask the question “is this practice of denial working in my life?”

The truth will set you free. Know this and trust these words. I am waiting for you to fly. There are many that need you to show the way. Remember love and be love…and so it is.

I am
I am
I am